update

bad mood wk basically...

cant rem which day i did had a good mood, but sharks, it comes back again.....

one thing about this blog, i dun really want to write alot of emo things fr the first day of creation. but boo, bad things happen to good people.. i dun wan to update until it starts to “长草”, so i juz come and update myself...

anyway, this wk i dint do much things fruitful.. wasting my life makes me hating the days i wasted... found a job, and one of manulife's manager was saying he will pay for everything if i wan to be a financial planner.. which i tot is good and mayb better than tuition teacher mth after mth....

send off all my gals... hope they will all have a good time in China..

somethings are meant to be disturbing.. but enough is enough.. i ve had enough...

rem somebody told me that every relationship is like a deposit account. both parties need to deposit in order for the account to have something.. when time comes, the emotional burdens are made whole by withdrawing fr the acct.. but look at the relationship, it is emptying me fr inside out. i m going to have an emotional shutdown sometime soon... i feel sarcastic abt certain things i heard..

let it be...

one of the laws of harvest is that :
you reap wat you sow...

10 days to xmas.